RIP Sharky
Sept 9, 2023 - July 23, 2025 (too young!)
I saved you once. I saved you again. You saved me. Now, you need to save me again.
My little foster from bottle, lacking to thrive - our persistence and the grace of God - you survived.
Little did I know our journey would continue...you got adopted, as a rough push and pull experience with this lady....you made your way back to our home to call it his home. Again, we saved you.
I was so happy!!!
He saved me - making my world bright.
Now!?! When I need him most, he is gone.
SHARKY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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ANGER!!!!!!!SADNESS!!!!!!!!!!!WILL I STOP RETHINKING HOW THIS PLAYED OUT??
MY REACTION, CAN I HANDLE HEAVINESS?
PANIC, SUFFICATION, SEARCHING...
Life is so fragile, I feel vulnerable.
When bad things seem to be coming my way - what is this teaching me???
PRESENCE, GRATITUDE, POSITIVITY - look, find the moments that bring me joy, hope,
soulful levitation
I AM SOO SOOO SOOO SAD.
TRAGEDY some may say. GRIEF. DENIAL. Wake me up!
I am so so so so sad. Miss him dearly. Feel him still around. Where is he? Why??
I miss his cuddles, his whines, his paws reaching for me to hold him, his presence constantly.
His cute, playfulness, him come running when I call him.
I am so sad. After a series of events of those so close to me...
How could this happen? He never went down by the street....until....this sad Weds. when he got hit by a car on our street, mail lady???
My neighbors texted to see if we all had our cats accounted for. Called me. Finally I saw the nightmare....
Sharky!!! What???? Sprinting down the stairs, flying out the door, running down the street in horror....
I must see.....NO....
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FALL DOWN with overwhelming emotion. shock.
he was acting weird bc people in our house taking out our AC wall units and then another group of people to put in new splits. Is this why he was whining and so clingy? He normally goes out and in during the day but stays close to the house.....this horrible day he decided to wander. Did he follow Justin to return the ladder to our neighbors? Was he just scared? Was he sick like MIA?
SO MANY QUESTIONS-I WANT ANSWERS!
I am still haunted by the moment I found out and my reaction. My should was crushed. My soul continues to be crushed, feeling it, questioning it, why? Is this a bad dream? Where is he?
RIP little buddy!! You will always be in my thoughts and in my heart.
Almost one week and I am able to see the light again, a little bit of reasoning.
Am I suppose to have baby kittens again? With Sharky, he took up so much of my attention and didn't like them so I stopped. Will my other cats stop fighting and can I give them the attention they need now?
My afternoons and nights are heavy, it comes and goes.....hopefully more goes now.
Grateful for that morning I spent with him. Little did I know it would be my last.
I sent this to Justin telling him how much I love love him!!!
He was my favorite, snuggle buddy, companion that hung with me in my garden, in the kitchen, on the sofa, in my bed, sleeping while sucking his tail.
You will always be with me.
Cardinal that evening.....Sharky - is that you???
Big Guy comforting me....is he grieving too?
Even Baby Blue is griveing.
Asking him to stick around....it is moments like this that make me see the light and
feel like the world is back on my side.
I mentioned I wanted to plant bird of paradise plants for my baby Sharky because he loved watching the birds in our plants, but got to thinking I bet they don’t have it at Home Depot! Well, we went to walk at Kuau and some locals were having a party and packing up since we get there at closing. They left and I did one more lap and at the finish of my lap….this was laying there! The nextmorning Justin noticed there are Keiki baby plants ready to be propagated!!!!!! Wow, just wow!!!!!
And another moment...mornings in the ocean with my favorite people....I cherish these...as....I
battle with my fear of losing those close to me...my reaction...
We had an amazing swim…Hudson and this turtle swam in sync, parallel, side by side, from the rock point outside the surfers all the way in to the sand!!!! Such an incredible experience I can’t even explain. I swam along them watching the whole thing! I was thinking wow what a magic moment…didn’t say it but thinking it. Guess what Hudson says when he pops up-wow, that was a magic moment. Ok, Crazy!
Thank you world for turning my world back up.
Now I wait to get his ashes to spread him around me to remember him forever.
RIP my little lovebug!
as I try to catch up on my blog - my photos bring up so many emotions - from anger, maddened by the other cat drama, sadness, emptiness of missing you!!! I must come to terms, I must revisit to turn my emotions to gratitude and smiles that I was able to be blessed by his soul while I could.
WE LOVE YOU SHARKY, always and forever. Thank you for being with us.
See you at the rainbow bridge.
Cat Drama
Now maybe I can catch up on my blog as I come to terms with seeing and dealing with the other cats...
We have now had him since May....over 2.5 months.....and still dealing with cat drama.
He is meant to be with us....
July 9th, I took him to the shelter. I couldn't take it any longer.
The cleaning of cat pee was killing my sanity. I couldn't believe I was going to surrender a pet!
BUT...
The lady who cared for him before we found him didn't want him back, didn't know what to do with him, we contacted the original owner before her and she said she would take him! AWESOME!
She seemed iffy and flaky, my intuition knew it wasn't going to work but I tried anyways....I texted her to let her know we were on our way. I received a text back that it wasn't going to work...they lived by a street and her landlord wouldn't allow pets. WHAT?! OMG, what do I do? I guess take him to the shelter....watch and if he doesn't get adopted, he can come back.
So, off we went....to find out that you needed an appt to surrender, they couldn't take him in since they were FULL! I had to get on a waiting list. Really? Ok. So, home we went. I put out ads and reached out to the cat community, when it came to us. Let's try to keep him outside. He can just live outside and pee problem should be solved at least from his marking and we could tell if the other girls were culprits.
All the sudden, our house seemed peaceful. Even Buddy reappeared from being gone for months!

Miss wicked witch of the north shore.
She is ruthless.
Will follow him.
Obsessed.
What on earth....sleeps by him?
Growls at him.
Protecting her home?
Who owns what?
Again, acting confused on should I be mean or love?
Stop stalking him!
You two are killing me.

Remembering
Remembering some moments.... :(
Star and Pearl checking out each other while Sharky would hide in the bushes.
Sharky - you were so funny!
He snuck in Star's tunnel and spooked us.
Sharky!! Always into whatever we were doing.
Uncle Andy sent us a frisbee for Shelby. Sadly, Shelby has a partial torn ACL. UGH!
Her days of running free at the park are over.
Trying
Trying to fill the void...
Just NOT THE SAME!
Nibbles loves to cuddle. Thank you for brightening my days. Love this little guy.
I wish we could let him be an inside cat.
He is so lovable.
Mr. Big Guy.
Cat nip!
Snuggles.
Baby Blue must be grieving....she never laid where Sharky did.
I am trying to cuddle, just not the same!
We took Big Guy on a car ride to pick up the boys from gym.
He was nervous until the boys got in the car.
Trying to get Shelby to have a leash buddy.
No, don't lay down!
Trying to get Baby Blue to snuggle.
She was tired, but I come along and get about 1 min of snuggles then nope.

Job
Team work pet sitting job for their friend while they are away.
Getting paid while having fun, loving animals and being together.
They are so independent now, it is all them. I went with them to take pictures to send to them and to be sure they knew how to do the litter box. Sure enough, doing great. Keep it up!
Loveheart snuggles.
Sweet cat.
Watering the plants.
Cleaning litterbox.

Job with benefits.
Break time.

Shelby ACL
Sometimes when life gives you lemons, it tends to do so in 3s....
Fingers crossed....This was our 3rd and last before going back uphill!!!
Shelby needing ACL surgery.
Poor thing!
OUCH!
Poor thing - has to be laid out until the end of Sept.
She is recovering nicely!
Amazing how in a few days she was able to bend it like this!
Thanks Uncle Andy for sending me a boredom treat!
First rehab session....a little drugged up.
Good girl, who would have guessed to freeze baby food for a therapy session treat.
Hangin with Mr. Big Guy!
Shelby ACL
Sometimes when life gives you lemons, it tends to do so in 3s....
Fingers crossed....This was our 3rd and last before going back uphill!!!
Shelby needing ACL surgery.
Poor thing!
OUCH!
Poor thing - has to be laid out until the end of Sept.
She is recovering nicely!
Amazing how in a few days she was able to bend it like this!
Thanks Uncle Andy for sending me a boredom treat!
First rehab session....a little drugged up.
Good girl, who would have guessed to freeze baby food for a therapy session treat.
Hangin with Mr. Big Guy!
Crew
haha.
They have multiplied.
Pond.
Hudson has these fish trained....or they have him trained!
Haha.
So curious.
What you ladies doing?
Nibs.
Head scratch?
Mr. Big guy.
Someday I want to sleep like this!
My ladies.
Snuggled.
Cat fight!
I spy.
Trash trees need to go.
More privacy please!
Ready to go? This made things easy.
What? This place is not bad.
I know I am the leader of the pack.
Mr. Chill
Good boy.
Farm Moments
Is it possible to have more animals???? I want them ALL!
These moments make me happy.
Taming the beast.
Bella the snuggle bug on her terms!
Big Guy wants to hang with Shelby so bad!
Pearl is becoming attached.
Buddy is starting to display again!